You act like nothing happened; like no one's heart is getting torn out from inside
Prunella Haha thanks love! :D
JoveneL Hm Wednesday okay! I'll text you again to comfirm the time & place :D Yeh man, I kinda knew that she wouldn't come when she told me that she'll tell me agaihn. But it's okay luh. Maybe another time!
Graceyeoh Haha thank you!(Though I think I'm not pretty AT ALL) I'm leaving this Friday, 1am my dear! ): ): ): Why didn't your papers end earlierrrrrrrr! RAH!
Shuhui Huh I try la okay. I know SG have!
Natasha Haha thank you thank you!
Cam Blood will not pour from her eyes, her nose la! Haha!

Thanks for commenting!
(:

I wish there was something else that would make me feel better right now. Godpa got admitted into SGH last night & today, doctor discovered that another stroke is coming. I'm feeling scared. I haven't had enough time with him yet, I'm very scared. Godma cried over the phone when she talked to 2nd Aunt. I'm so scared. Merlene's working as a nurse in SGH so Sally called to ask her to double-check if it's true. She did & she said it is but not that bad yet & he'd be fine.

God I thought it must've been something wrong or bad that I've done that cause this heartache to lay here in my heart. Take all the good things I have in my life right now, any one of them(Which includes * & _), I'd trade them all for Godpa's health.

I don't know what to do now. I trembled upon hearing the news. On my way back to Aunt's place from work, I kept wondering 'What is it that I have done that caused this to happen? I hate to know that Godpa is suffering & because he is, Godma Laura suffers more. I need to repent.' I don't know.. I'm lost & I couldn't stop crying, my heart couldn't stop aching. I didn't have the appetite to eat either..

Dinner was quiet. All we could ever talk about was Godpa. It makes me feel even worse. Mom & dad just to SGH to visit him. I really hope everything goes well though ): ): ):

Morning was horrid. I woke up, went online. My maid called from Godma Sue's place saying that it's going to rain. So I went to bring the clothes in & close the windows, not fully though. After that, I went to shower & when I came out, the balcony was already flooding. Closed the windows tightly, took a cloth & cleaned up the place. Mom called & after we hang up, the electicity tripped(Is that how you call it?) & I called mom again. Fixed some stuff & okay, replied Val's mail. Dad came & he dropped me at Compass. Took a train & went to work. Busier today. Well, I like it better. Pearlyn was there to accompany me (: She really brighten up my day. Left @ 5pm, with Sally. That's when we found out about Godpa. Back to Aunt's place, showered & had dinner. Everyone rushed off to SGH. Dad drove us home & he left with Mom to the hospital.

Allan went to Suntec to see Mr President today & he was like, 'Ay.. How to tie tie ah?' & I gave him that Uh-I-don't-know look.

If you ripped something, I'd strongly suggest admit it. It's obvious, my dear. Don't act like you don't know it at all okay. Chillax Cam, I believe in Karma :)

Talking to Cam online right now. Thanks Ellis for the song!

Can't wait to meet Jovene this Wednesday!
Hopefully things would be better by then, then I'd be able to enjoy the day :)
K I'm off to watch teevee & deal with my eye, don't know what the fuck is wrong with it.

But emotions can't be put in reverse.
<3.

9:40 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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